I shouldn't admit this to people...
Hello, My name is maryellen, and I'm a messy-holic. Currently, I'm not sure I could tell you what color my living room sofa was, it's covered in so much stuff.
i can't help myself, I've always been like this. but my small apartment with no storage space at all doesn't help me out any.
I spent approximately 35 hours a week at most, in my apartment, I don't want to waste time cleaning. I get in for the week in the wee hours of Saturday morning, at some point I unpack my suitcase, do laundry, and repack my suitcase, frequently stuff never leaves the sofa.
My kitchen windows are always open, while I haven't cooked a meal in there, using anything other than the microwave at best, in more than a year, there's a disgusting coat of grime on everything, because my apartment window faces the parking lot. But if I close the windows all week, then the apartment just gets stale.
I keep saying I'll have a maid in again to keep on top of things, but right now I'd be too embarassed to have one come in until I get it cleaned up. I just need to light a match and move... It'd be easier.
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