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I am fighting a Depression myself. I have made some decisions and changes that I thought I could deal with but turns out I am my own worst nightmare.
I can't seem to shake this unbearable pain and guilt. And the only thing constant is that I did it all.
I can't sleep or think of much else besides what I have done. I was going to therapy but I can't seem to stay focused on anything to keep going. I was going to start taking meds but when I go to pick them up I think that maybe its all in my head and I can beat this. But I can't!
I feel really isolated. I am usually a very outgoing funny guy but right now all i can do is worry and feel this pain recurr in me day in and out. I am not looking for help as I know some words of wisdom aren't what I need I just like to write it seems to subside the feelings for a while.
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"Computer games don't affect kids; I mean if Pac-Man
affected us as kids,we'd all be running around in
darkened rooms, munching magic pills and listening
to repetitive electronic music."
-Kristian Wilson, Nintendo, Inc, 1989
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