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I agree.
I think part of my problem is that my confidence in a social situation, and even in flirting with girls, is not the same as my confidence in the bedroom or even in closing the deal.
I can handle myself up until that point, but when I get to the point of no return, I start to have a lot of self doubt, and girls pick up on that. Sometimes alcohol helps, but I really want to get away from that. I need to be able to do this shit on my own. I guess I just have a lot higher expectations in life than where I'm at right now.
I don't know. This whole subject is like the most confusing thing I've ever had to deal with in my life. At one time I could care less, but 30 minutes later I feel totally obsessed with the subject. Nothing has ever really fucked with me before like this.
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Convictions are more dangerous enemies of truth than lies.
Frederich Nietzsche
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