I'll say yes to all of the above Pigglet. It's a combo of everything, but something has happened in the past couple of days to me. Instead of holding everything in, ( stress related ) I've been letting it out.
On Tuesday my assistant called in sick to work, because her husband decided to announce to her family that they're getting a divorce. Mind you... this is about the tenth time this year, that something like this has happened to her, and then she does a no show.
But... for some reason it didn't bother me. Instead of being pissed off about her not showing up, I took it as having a break from her. I'm also shutting out my co-workers when it comes to their happiness. The only happiness I care about now are the childrens, and myself.
I got my vacation moved up by a week, so I only have about two week, to go. I also went to that meeting Monday night, and made a very strong impression to the rest of the staff, my boss, and my fellow employees. On less than three hours sleep, I had a blast at the meeting, and participated. My boss recognized this in front of my co-workers.
I'm still tired of the place, but I'm now taking it one day at a time.
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