Fallon

I am what many call a cheater. My fiancee and I were in a horrible situation, we were fighting all the time and things weren't going well in our relationship. Not to soon before, her and I had a foursome with another couple who were our good friends. I think there was some resentment on my part for my actions, because I couldn't believe that she'd actually gone through with it. Also at that stage in my life, I wasn't totally ok with myself. So anyway, I took part in threesome with said couple without her. From the moment after it happened I felt like complete and utter shit. I completely hated myself because I thought that I would have just thrown away the best thing that had happened to me. So I kept that inside myself for over a year in which I hated myself so eventually I tell her to which I feel better for telling her, but I still felt horrible about it. Thankfully she forgave me, but I had much to do afterwards to regain the trust that I had broken. To this day, I still regret that whole incident and if a thought ever enters my mind about cheating on her, I remember what happened and how I felt about it with myself and after telling her how about it how I felt then also. So in my opinion, you can't paint a picture of every "cheater" as a person who will do it again. And yes, I do get sick of hearing that saying. I also think it's interesting how "cheaters" seem to understand that they won't do it again but not many other people seem willing to accept that. Before you judge me, walk a mile in my shoes to see how it feels to be me and I bet it could change your perception.

Edit: Fixed a grammatical error