Going through the same thing. Day 3 heh I guess at this point I have no advise. What I find is good is to always try to be laughing. It hurts like hell and if you dwell on it you will go mad, I am!
Trying to figure things out seems the furthest from reality when you want to talk to her. I know I tried but maybe its best that i don't call her anymore. I have decided its best that I move from the city I live in. My situation is more complicated than yours but the distance is good. I too find I can't relate to one of my closest friends and I feel like I burden others too much with my thoughts. So I think the move will do me good. You should try to keep your head up. if your making good progress try to keep on that road.
I don't recomend turning to the bottle or a rebound. Neither one is a positive in this situation
Not all negative situations have to result in another negative situation.
