you also have to weigh out the other senario, what happens if you never find the person that you want later on in life, will you come to regret what you once had. People are always fickle in this respect, where they are constantly on the lookout for something better, which i respect but sometimes it may lead you to regret it later on.
Everyone wants to be optimistic, thinking that there is something waiting for them in the distance. The problem is our imagination can give us what we want, but can reality provide that? thats something you have to ask yourself.
Sorry to sound all gloomy, but there are times for optimism and time to look at it rationally. Thats a hard decision dude and my heart goes to you (in a non gay way
) but weigh out all the pros and cons, what is it thats making you want to leave and is the joy she brings in your life worth it.
Anyways Good Luck
