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pain makes my eyes water, but not sob. emotional pain makes me cry, but it has to be pretty extreme.
also, the idea that i have disappointed someone with my actions makes me choke up, but i don't go over the edge.
the scariest thing of all was my mother had a cancer scare last year (everything is okay) but when i found out, i couldn't bring myself to cry. i felt like a complete cunt.
it was only when i went to visit her in hospital and thought about losing her i broke down.
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