I used to have to be with someone or to me life just sucked. I had bad relationships and good relationships. Finally, I ended up married, then 6 months later I left her (long, long, story) after realizing my life was getting really miserable. It has been over 2 years now that I have been single again, and have not dated anyone for more than 2 months straight. In a sense, I am getting more and more used to just being single and setting my life up around it. On the other hand, I'm getting scared that my new look on independence in combination with not being able to find a decent woman is going to render me single for the rest of my life. I think it's honestly a coin toss and one day I'll know what I truly want. Until then, I just keep on living life.
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