My Dad has had trouble with depression big time. He has made repeated suicide attempts to the point where the psychiatric clinic started refusing him when the police brought him there and sent him to the hospital.
How could they refuse him?
I have been dealing with depression on and off since 1997. When I was first diagnosed with Chronic Pancreatitis. I have been on and off anti depressants. I went to a counselor a few years ago and she said to me your life does suck I don't know why you haven't killed yourself yet? After that I quit seeing her and haven't seen anyone since. My depression is very sparatic anything will bring it on. A few months ago I got really bad again and started back on an antidepressant but it isn't working. So, I feel like I am in the same boat. I hate getting up in the morning if I do it's to put the kids on the bus and then I go right back to sleep. I am just exhausted and everything is a chore. I try to exercise usually that will help but with the pain of my pancrease it is so hard. Today I got up and did some Yoga with my daughter and so far I feel pretty good but things can change. I just take things one day at a time.
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