Yeah, I tend to be the same way King...
I mean, right now I've been single going on 6 months, and it's the first time I've been seriously single since I was 14 or 15 (I'm 20).
I thought I'd enjoy the single thing, but really the only "fun" I've had with it is either stuff I could do while dating someone (going to the bar to see a band, etc, etc) or the time I've spent with a certain girl that I want a relationship with (which means that once again, I'm craving that).
It just feels strange for me not to have someone taking up 80% of my time and running up my cellphone bills.
Relationships can be pure hell, but I guess it's a hell that I feel at home in. It's where I'm comfortable.
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