Lurkette - you sound perfectly normal ... in the sense that I think most people feel exactly like that, although they might not articulate it so eloquently.
What I want my life to be and what my life actually is are two different things. Not by choice mind you. The demands of family and work often conflict or take priority over my ideals and goals. While this may be discouraging at times, it does not stop my pursuit for them.
BTW, without the woman in my life this process of mine would be nowhere where it is today. And I tell her that nearly everyday.
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