my first thought seemed to be that you find out who you truly are and what you're really meant to do by whatever seems to make you feel happiest and more fufilled. you mentioned that you arn't happy right now and seem kinda of in limbo, so whatever you're doing right now, is obviously not for you (but i think you already know that). so go out there, try things you maybe wouldn't have before, and take an objective view to Everything, and one day you'll find what it is you're really meant to be/do. good luck and happy hunting
