kurty[B]

Well, do to a whole lot of things I finally realized how much of a waste Pot had become for me. I enjoy the high, the feeling, and what not, but I hate the culture that comes with it. At first it was about sharing, peace, and just enjoying the vibe. Then, it slowly transformed to fucking each other over, always being the best, smoking the best, having the most, getting the highest. It became like a fucking business, a breeding ground for reasons to hate. I know a large part of it is the fact that my circle of pothead friends had became smaller and smaller, and was simply smoking with the same people ALL the time. Well, shit hit the fan, I hadn't been smoking for over a week, and I realized I didn't want to deal with it anymore. I gave all my pieces to a friend, got rid of all my paraphenalia, and plan to give the first pipe I ever bought to my best friend who lives across the state who got me started smoking the ganj, and helped me pick out the beautiful strong piece that's been through so much, yet stayed strong and sturdy.

I enjoy the herb, I didn't say I didn't, I just can't handle all the drama that has arisen because of it. I've been hacking up green/black out of my lungs this last week, and am realizing how awful it has treated my lungs, I breathe easier, I think clearer. I'm not telling anyone else to quit, just felt like telling TFP that I'm moving on with my life, and it feels good.