It's just that, like Skysooner mentioned above, I want to play the right cards this time. I'm constantly trying to analyse what I've done wrong in the past and trying to make them right with every new chance I get, but I suppose it's not the right way to go about this.
Maybe I should just go with the flow. I'll call the next opportunity I get, that is, at a reasonable time. Fuck, why do I make a big deal out of these things?
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