I don't have much to offer but cyber hugs for you hon. I'm sure your sweatheart cares much for you despite your perceived burden on him and would miss you greatly.
I'm wondering if you have looked into any state aid or health insurance. In wisconsin we have something called Badgercare for lower income families and the disabled. In some cases it only suppliments healthcare that you already have or you may have LOW premiums to pay. They pay for 100% of regular checkups, necessary medical treatments, and emergency care. You pay a SMALL amount for medications which ranges from $1-3 for name brand meds and for some meds you pay no extra. The avenue for applying is to contact your local Social services or Health services Agency and ask them if they have any medical assistance programs that you might be eligible for. It might at least lesson the financial drain that you condition is. It may also get you the medicine and enzymes that you need to help you feel a little better. I hope you can get the help you need.
Hugs hon.
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