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la petite moi · 05-11-2004, 05:51 AM

I need to vent.

Okay, I know I've got life good. My dad is semi-sucessful and earns a lot of money (about 90000$ a year); my mother doesn't work. I have a boyfriend (Nwlinkvxd), and my grades are very high (3.8 GPA). However, I find myself continually stressed and upset.

One: Instead of going away for college, I'm stuck in the same room I've lived with my sister in since I was three, because I'm going to a junior college here. It makes me feel like I'm taking the lot of classes in high school for nothing. I get excellent grades....sigh.

Two: Nwlinkvxd lives three and a half hours away, and I usually only see him every other weekend. This summer, he will be working from like nine in the morning until five at night (?), and then on some days he'll be taking Judo. I don't really have any friends that would want me hanging around all the time (all the friends I have are in couples and want to do stuff with their SO), and I am not sure what to do when Nwlinkvxd is working/at Judo. All I know is that from 10h15- noon I am taking an English summer school class and that's it.

Three: My dad is pressing for me to get a job. I have tried SO many places. Just yesterday I got turned down from a job because this summer I have class. Every place is just packed with applications, and no one wants to hire.

Four: Lately I've been having horrible depression spells. Nwlinkvxd is away at his dorm, right? Well, obviously he can't talk to me all the time, but I really wish he could. I always want to talk to him about SOMETHING, despite the fact I don't know what that something is. Anyway, we usually end up getting into huge fights about nothing because I get sad and depressed. I would say that I need something to do, but really, I don't because I should be working on homework and stuff.

Five: I have no idea what I am going to do in the future. My parents told me to get a business degree. So that's what I'm doing and I have no clue how I will get a job I like with that major.

Someone give me advice, or something to just make life seem like a better place....please?

05-11-2004, 05:51 AM	#1 (permalink)
la petite moi Filling the Void. Location: California	Overwhelmed. I need to vent. Okay, I know I've got life good. My dad is semi-sucessful and earns a lot of money (about 90000$ a year); my mother doesn't work. I have a boyfriend (Nwlinkvxd), and my grades are very high (3.8 GPA). However, I find myself continually stressed and upset. One: Instead of going away for college, I'm stuck in the same room I've lived with my sister in since I was three, because I'm going to a junior college here. It makes me feel like I'm taking the lot of classes in high school for nothing. I get excellent grades....sigh. Two: Nwlinkvxd lives three and a half hours away, and I usually only see him every other weekend. This summer, he will be working from like nine in the morning until five at night (?), and then on some days he'll be taking Judo. I don't really have any friends that would want me hanging around all the time (all the friends I have are in couples and want to do stuff with their SO), and I am not sure what to do when Nwlinkvxd is working/at Judo. All I know is that from 10h15- noon I am taking an English summer school class and that's it. Three: My dad is pressing for me to get a job. I have tried SO many places. Just yesterday I got turned down from a job because this summer I have class. Every place is just packed with applications, and no one wants to hire. Four: Lately I've been having horrible depression spells. Nwlinkvxd is away at his dorm, right? Well, obviously he can't talk to me all the time, but I really wish he could. I always want to talk to him about SOMETHING, despite the fact I don't know what that something is. Anyway, we usually end up getting into huge fights about nothing because I get sad and depressed. I would say that I need something to do, but really, I don't because I should be working on homework and stuff. Five: I have no idea what I am going to do in the future. My parents told me to get a business degree. So that's what I'm doing and I have no clue how I will get a job I like with that major. Someone give me advice, or something to just make life seem like a better place....please?