Xsas

Okay, so, I was thinking, lately (past year+) I've been really bitter, and all hopes of romantic love or whatever have been totally lost. I've just been going on casual hookups and never really tried to delve into the emotional side of relationships.

But lately, I've been thinking, what if there is some kind of connection beyond just physical attraction, like, I could really trust someone and get to know her better, even after all the initial liking (which may or may not be one-sided, you don't know).
So you sit and ponder, talk to her everyday, and you think things are going great. So then you tell her how you really feel.

And then she says she just wants to be friends.

(This post is meant to say that although I'm bitter, I still hope that there can be something more than just hookups, but if you try to get too far (emotionally), the girl will let you fall right back onto your ass.)