I'd be in the same place... but on the inside I'd have a brittle heart. Where I'm heading to now is totally different than where I would be without her. I'd probably go for the money... instead I'm going for whatever gets me near her. Before meeting her I was very close to giving up on relationships all together, I was considering a life of solitude. A life of exile.
A huge difference between this affirming, beautiful, compassionate relationship and a life of exile. Such a wide gap that it is impossible to even imagine at this point...
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Innominate.
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