I've gotten over anger, I've gotten over depression, and now I'm just completely apathetic. I rarely have a repressed desire to kick anyone's ass anymore. I don't get upset unless tha gravity of a situation is staring me in the face. I don't know if it's another stage in my mental progress or if its a psychological defense, but I just don't give a shit anymore. I take life as it comes, and let the past stay in the past when it goes. I look at someone being an asshole, and momentarily consider that I'm doing a better job of dealing wtih life than they are if they're pissed off and I'm not, then I get on with life and let it go. Maybe I'm still depressed and in denial, but I'm indifferent to much of what happens.
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Originally posted by Shades
Man, you guys don't have rage. I have the real deal. I have to take Nexium everyday because I managed to get acid reflux disease at the earliest age my doctor has ever seen it.
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I'm kind of curious as to how young you were when you got it. I was 19 when I did. Dealing with it for a few months is bad enough.