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And finally, how did you discover that this would excite you?
-When I was in fourth grade, I spent the night with one of my girl friends. She ended up being a bully and sexually tortured me through the night. One thing she did was arouse me, while pushing my head into a pillow so that I could not breathe. Since then, not breathing has helped me get to orgasm. Sad, eh?
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Am I the only one who thought this was majorly fucked up? There is, of course, your answer if you want to work it out. You might want to just get this crap out of your psyche so you don't have the whole asphyxiation thing to deal with.
Like someone above said- right now it's no big deal. But what happens when it starts getting out of control and becomes dangerous? Not that I'm sure it would get out of control, but it seems you might have some other issues to deal with regarding this incident which might make this behaviour obsolete to your sexual satisfaction.