Thanks for the information. I've had my thyroid tested. I really hoped there was something wrong with it, but there wasn't. The worst part about depression is it makes me hate people I shouldn't hate for no reason. Just hearing people talk will piss me off, and then I get more depressed about being pissed at them. I hate how emotions are in control. If I had a choice I'd love everyone, but I can't. I just get so angry, and I just shrink my perception of people until they are nothing to me. Also, it feels like it'll never go away. I did manage to quit smoking somehow, in the last week. I went from a pack a day to no cigarettes for a week. Hopefully I'll be able to keep that up.
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