Thank you guys so much for the advice, I wish I could respond to each and every one of you. Your suggestions have really helped me sort things out.
I have been feeling like I have been putting too much time into both sides...to the point where I have had no "me" time. This jealousy thing between the two sides have gone on for seven months now and I'm sick of it. I am thinking that I need a change of scene with other people who don't want to act like they are still going to 'Sweet Valley High'
I think that if these girlfriends of mine were truly friends, then they would have at least called me up to voice themselves, but hey, I guess people don't run that way. I just hate having to hunt them down to confront their feelings and to try to make up with people that I'm really not that happy with STILL.
My boyfriend saw one of the girls last night when he was out and tried to apologize to her but she blew him off. She didn't want to hear it. He said to me over the phone, "Well at least I tried"
Again, thank you guys for your advice, this was my first post here at TFP.
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