I'm kinda hoping that the "after-life" will be whatever I want it to be. That if I want to spend eternity on my father's fields with my family and friends then that's how it'll be
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I have all the characteristics of a human being: blood, flesh, skin, hair; but not a single, clear, identifiable emotion, except for greed and disgust. Something horrible is happening inside of me and I don't know why. My nightly bloodlust has overflown into my days. I feel lethal, on the verge of frenzy.
I think my mask of sanity is about to slip.
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