Memnoch

I am fading from this world
And I don't ever want to look back
I can't find you in this world
I don't ever want to look back

Pain is so unreal to me
I can't see the blood that flows
Serenity is apathy
I have ceased to grow

I could never see
This synergy
Of you and me
I could never be
Never be
Never see

I have plunged head first
Into the waters of complacence
I am drowning in
A sea of tears as I awaken

I will never know
Your touch of love, your touch of longing
I will never know
A sense of caring, of belonging

Sadness fills my memories
Tainted by my enemies
Taken from me violently
Emotionless I shield my eyes.

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Doing my best not to end up like Kathleen Chang.