I agree with iccky. I genuinely enjoyed it. It felt good. My friends all smoked. Plus, there's a strange sense of comradery between smokers. It was a lot of fun.
I've smoked socially since 5th grade, or so, and started smoking about a pack a day a little over a year ago. It escalated to a pack and half (sometimes 2-3 on a Friday night) quickly.
I just decided to quit in the last 3-4 weeks, and I had no idea how hard it would be. You don't realize when you first start exactly how easyit is to get addicted...it's the quitting that's tough.
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