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1) Love
No one really loves me and I dont really love anyone that much
2) Sex
I havent had any for years
3) Anticipation
usually makes me sad or afraid
4) Dreams
Dreams dont mean anything, and my dreams all reduce me somehow
5) Laughter
Laughter in the dark... it is good to laugh, but it does seem just an opposite reaction to pain, and I see a world with more hurt than joy
6) Food and drink
Makes me fat
7) Rain
Makes me stay indoors
8) Friendship
I dont really have a lot of friends
9) Family
I love them all, but somehow, sometimes I just dont want anyone near me, and I only really started to love them after I left home I think.
10) Warm summer nights
those are nice, but sad, they make me think of my childhood, which is gone.
Just picking someone's list at random and nothing personal to that person at all...
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"Do not tell lies, and do not do what you hate,
for all things are plain in the sight of Heaven. For nothing
hidden will not become manifest, and nothing covered will remain
without being uncovered."
The Gospel of Thomas
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