greyeyes

Ok guys, would like to say first off that I'm pretty inhebreated and there are two extremely hot girls over at my apt right now. Sad thing is there is four guys over here (one of which is spoken for, has a girlfriend) and we all are fucked up. Now I have been feeling great till just now. I just started feeling really bad suddenly and I dont know why. I really wanted to get some ass (first time in a long time) but now I just dont feel like it. I think I have the 'Curse of the Saints' which I have nominated the name of my 'complex'. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME???? I should be feeling great and wanting to fuck the shit out of all of these girls whom are all hot as hell but I just dont feel up to it. I feel as if this all wrong and I shouldn't be participating in this headonistic act. please post, make fun of me, call me a pussy because I know I'm being one, but please someone relate to this problem because I know I'm not the only one who doese this. Also, what the fuck is wrong with me??? Good question, answers please...