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man Seer666, i can completely sympathize with you. i've been in that position... i spent 4 months in a military school that was on top of a mountain in San Bernadino. No visits, 1 public phone for 80 of us, no internet, girlfriend back home.
it's easier said than done, but you've got to let all that stuff go.
your only "what if" should be: what if i take these next 6 months and make the most out of them? (how much can i learn? how much better physical shape will i be in? how can i treat my girl like a queen even though she is miles away?)
like i said, i've been there with those same life-altering issues on my mind. PM me if ya like. Good luck.
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If you will not fight when your victory will be sure and not too costly, you may come to the moment when you will have to fight with all the odds against you and only a precarious chance for survival. There may even be a worse case. You may have to fight when there is no hope of victory, because it is better to perish than to live as slaves.
~ Winston Churchill
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