Talking it through, even here, is a good start. You know (or at least you should know) that the people here care about you and are here to help out in any way. Even us dudes far away down in Australia! Email me anytime.
Accepting, talking, adapting... they are all part of the healing process. The first thing to accept is that there is NOTHING wrong with you. Everyone's brain works in different ways. Saying there's something wrong with you is like saying there's something "wrong" with someone who looks different; ie, just because my face is different from your does not mean either of us are "normal" or "abnormal". Variance is part of humanity.
Of course, some people benefit from medication. Personally, I think Americans rely too much on it. The power of "human healing" is often under-rated. You're part of family, a group of friends and an online community (for starters).
Don't give up. Just smile and live your life as best you can. You sound pretty well adjusted to me mate... :-)
Mr Mephisto
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