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hmm we haven't decided yet (but I don't think we will). And because we're not sure yet I haven't talked about it with my parents about it. I did, however mention it to one of my boyfriend's friends and he thought that I was extremely egoistic because I didn't really care if we had kids or not. that really pissed me off.... I mean... it's my fucking choice wouldn't you say?!
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I have all the characteristics of a human being: blood, flesh, skin, hair; but not a single, clear, identifiable emotion, except for greed and disgust. Something horrible is happening inside of me and I don't know why. My nightly bloodlust has overflown into my days. I feel lethal, on the verge of frenzy.
I think my mask of sanity is about to slip.
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