Hi, I'm new here...just joined tonight actually. I've been reading through and this seems like a decent place so far.
So I was wondering if I could get some advice on this thing thats been bugging me for days, and all the friends I have know both of the guys...so i can't exactly ask them.
I've been dating this guy for about a year now and he's my best friend as well as the one guy I truly care about. (i'm 18 he's 19, no we dont' plan to spend the rest of our lives together
) However, this other guy Blake I've liked for around 5 years but we've never been anything more than friends. He never had a girlfriend up until now, and I'm quite jealous of her because she has him and I don't. I feel really guilty about this because my guy knows that I've liked blake, but I can't bring myself to tell him why i've been kinda down lately. I'm wondering if I should talk to Blake about it since I think for closure reasons I need to tell him how I feel. There was a point in time where we were extremely close, but then I started dating this other guy. Blake is going to go off to the air force academy this summer, so there's only a few months left to talk with him. Also, should I tell this to my boyfriend or would that be a mistake?