Thagrastay, I feel for you, truly I do. I am not attacking, I simply asked a question. I see from your reply that you feel totally justified in your actions and choices. That is wonderful. So do I.
Just an fyi, my avatar is very significant. It represents my choosing to submit to Lebell in all areas of our life together.
I am glad that you are in here for the conversation. My prayer for you is that you will learn to converse rather than simply sharing your view; because my experienc of you (still) is that you feel that you are right and that we are wrong and that you are here to "enlighten us." I say that, because you use extremely judgemental language.
I am not mocking you -- I simply feel pity for you. I also pray that as you mature, you will soften your approach as I'm afraid your harshness turns a lot of people away. (Believe me, this is not a judgement as I know that I too am very strong and opinionated. I hope that as I've aged, I've softened -- but I know that isn't always true.)
As for the cruxifiction -- I appreciate the hope it gives me and you -- because even though we take the literalist part of it differently, it does give us both hope.
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It's not about being perfect; it's about developing some skill at managing imperfection.
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