fallenangel

all right, so here's the short version of a long headache i'm trying to sort through right now. let's summarize,

1. my bf posts shit on online forums, he does it openly, well visits the sites at least, but doesn't realize that i'm not stupid and have checked once in a while.

2. i've found stuff online that has really really fucked with my noggin, in the sense that what he tells me and what he posts are two totally different stories.

3. i want to believe that sometimes he just embellishes online to provoke more conversation from other people, however, part of me is confused because why would he lie about something like this?

4. anything i do find online and have sort of subtly brought up to talk to him about, he flat out lies to me for.


i'm very confused, and i think i'm coming to terms with the fact i'm never going to get a straight answer *sigh*
perhaps this is one of the major factors leading to our break up... it's for the better, neither one of us is perfect by any stretch, i dunno, i'm just babbling.

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