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to talk to her or not to?
Hey,
This may or may not belong here. Mods, you be the judge.
Anyways,
I should be able to make a decision but old emotions die hard. A while ago I decided not to speak with anyone that was associated with my ex best friend. For those who remember my old old post, my best friend back stabbed me, used me, and manipulated me with the sickest methods possible. Now that decision is coming up again. This time with the girl I went to prom with. I met her through my ex best friend, but I figured out that my best friend was using her to control me. Now she had no idea that she was being used to control me. We got along okay and I had a thing for her but I soon realised she wasn't interested. I don't think she was even interested in being friends I think, but that may have to do with the fact that she lives 15 miles away, she has her own group of friends, and she is really busy with 2 jobs and school.
So here is why I can't make the decision. I am probably going to be seeing a lot of her soon (the girl i went to prom with). I am going to be apply for a job at where she works as a tech support guy that goes around fixing things. Also she is going to be going to the same school as me majoring in that I am going to be minoring in. And finally I may see her at the local ivy league school this summer in class.
Should I break silence and talk to her? I would but I am afraid of old emotions and things just bringing me down again. Honestly I still have a small crush on her, but I know i'd probably won't work out so I'd settle for being friends. I'd appreciate input, suggestions, or just flaming to get my senses straight.
Thanks,
Robert
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