Everyone else has given you excellent advice, and I'm glad to see you have taken it. Good luck and know that my thoughts are with you. This sounds like a very stressful situation so I encourage you to make sure you are taking care of yourself in here -- take time for you (away from all phones maybe.) 
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If you can go deeply into lovemaking, the ego disappears. That is the beauty of lovemaking, that it is another source of a glimpse of god
It's not about being perfect; it's about developing some skill at managing imperfection.
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