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Well.. I tried the talking route... she denies there's anything going on.. but I can see clearly that something is. Even if she would ADMIT something was going on, and that maybe we could work through it... I'd be more open to working things out. But to continue to flat out deny it.... it really hurts.
After doing what little talking we did tonight, I think we're just going to get seperated. I just can't go on living always wondering what's going on... having to look over her shoulder. On the same note, she feels she can't go on with me "always looking over her shoulder" .. I just feel I can't help it, as she acts like we're dating, more than married. Staying out till the wee hours of the morning several nights a week...
Maybe things could change... but I just don't really think I can take it anymore... and feel there's no reason why I should torture myself over the situation. I was blinded by love, but as I saw that love disappearing, so did the shroud.
*sigh*
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