That's a toughie. I love my girl more than I ever thought I could love a person and while I'd like to believe I could stay with her after such an event I must be honest and question it. I would certainly try, but as time went on the changes in her might be too much. I love my fiance's personality. I love our talks and her sense of humour. I love her intelligence and wit. I love the fact that she challenges me intellectually. These are the things I love and keep our relationship exciting. Without these things the girl I love wouldn't really exist anymore. Probably I would stay with her and take care of her for the rest of her life but sexually I think it would be over. I would hold her and make her feel safe but I don't think I would feel right about sex. It just wouldn't be the same.
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Thousands of Monkeys, all screaming at once. Pulling God's finger.
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