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You know dude, all of what you just just wrote then made perfect sense to me.

I think your should see her. I think you two should catch up, and I think that you shouldn't be afraid to tell her that you need to let some stuff out, and that she's the only person you trust to let it out to. I think it's bloody important that you let it all out to someone.

She's you're friend. If this isn't sexual, if this isn't about sex, why is so wrong about letting your guard down to someone you have a special connection with?

I hear you. And I know exactly how you feel. I don't know if what I am about to say will make sense or not, but here it goes anyways. People of strong religious beliefs worship a god that they will never get to see in their lifetime. They worship an untangible being, and his company is unattainable.

Given her current marital status, she is untangible and unattainable to you. Love her and worship her for who she is and what she means to you.

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:)

Glad to hear it man