way too much stuff to see yet.

i wanna soak in as much as i can.

bring it on baby.......i'm not done with today yet.

yesterday is done.....let it go..........

there's always tomorrow

I live because of ignorance and my base survival instincts. My body won't allow me to kill it, and it's easier just not to think about why i am struggling through my life.

Wow my life outlook is shitty right now. I hope i feel better soon.

What keeps me alive?

Nothing.
Aboslutely nothing.

I may be around tomorrow, I may not be. It all depends.

there's a simple answer to your question: pi








I'm sorry, I meant "pie"

1. Too apathetic to kill myself (joke)
2. Porn and the need to copulate, a lot
3. The drive of coming from a poor background with the will to make a massive success (read money) out of my life

I enjoy life. The more that I look for the good in life and make short of the bad, the better it gets. Little things, like the smile of am old woman when I hold the door open for her is all I need. I like trying to make a diffrence for the possitive everyday.

I'm more agreeable with the thought of potential improvement. Although I don't think death is meaningless, it does put an end to what effects I may have on this world.

I primarily go on because I have an underlying belief that things will turn out for the best. Whether it's rational or not, it's still there.

As for when I'm really down and feel that there's nothing really worth the struggles that I put up with in life, I avoid offing myself because of one thing: it's a damn inconsiderate thing to do. I wouldn't want to selfishly hurt everyone around me just because I'm having tough times.