Randomness
 

Just kinda popped in the old head right now. Figured I'd jot it down here.


QUESTIONS

Standing on the shores of forever
with you by my side
This cannot feel more right
but my heart fails to convince my mind
that this is the truly so

Am I settling for you
Am I sure of this
Am I moving too fast
Am I settling for you?

Why do so many questions linger?

She's my everything,
She's my morning flower
She's my song that I sing to myself all day
She's my world
But my head still says "think about it"

Is this what you want
Is this who you love
Is this right
Is this what you really want?

But as I lay here this night,
I quietly accept that the power of my mind
has won the battle with my heart,
and I quietly weep,

You're not what I want
You're not who I love
This isn't right at all
You're not what I really want

I want to be free to do what I want
I don't like to be caged
to be penned up and released at your convenience
to jump through your fiery hoops

I want to be admired
I want to be lusted for
I want to be appreciated
I want to be loved
and most of all

I want to be free of you

"I quietly accept that the power of my mind
has won the battle with my heart,
and I quietly weep,"

Wow...... That's so strong... those words just went right through me. That is an awesome expression of your feelings, thanks for sharing with us!

Spike, I really enjoyed this. Very encompassing of feelings I've had in the past. Good job.

Thank you. I'm glad that people can identify with this.