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07-18-2003, 12:20 AM
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Psycho
Location: Somewhere between the Havens and the Earth
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Memories
Trapped in darkness
Struggling to get free To breath To laugh To see I can’t believe I did this I want to go back I’m sorry I wont ever try again Why can’t I even finish myself? Am I that pathetic? It shouldn’t be this hard It happens everyday I’m worthless I’m trapped in myself Trying to breath To laugh To see What was I thinking? Why end it before it begins Just because I was used, abused, torn I can heal and feel again someday It shouldn’t be this hard It happens everyday But it hurts still I don’t know where to turn You’re everywhere Leave me alone I want to be free You hurt me so deeply I’m scarred inside and I’m still bleeding I want to be free of you To forget what you did to me It’s almost 2 years now You still scare me to the core I imagine that day in August I’m branded by that fear Everything reminds me still I’m never alone You never leave me alone I can’t take this It’s too much to handle all at once Everything is piling up on me I’m swimming in a thick darkness I’m trapped, doesn’t seem to be any way out It should be easier this time I know now what doesn’t work Maybe this time I wont fail . . .
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from the Havens I have fallen. . . to the earth as a mangled form. . . writhing in pain, my wings torn and bloodied. . . I have one purpose, only one goal. . . to find you and love you, for I am your. . . fallen angel |
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