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|  12-23-2003, 06:46 PM | #1 (permalink) | 
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				DEPOSITORY: drop your current state of mind here
			 it's a simple thread. not any real hard & fast rules. simply deposit your current state of mind (or vents or emotions or insert some other word) right here. you can leave a reason... or not. ........................................................... <b>frazzled & bewildered</b> cuz i am a procrastinating fool & now i gotta hurry up hurry up & have been hurrying up the past several days. i look forward to december 26th somehow... oops. i <i>should</i> be doing something else right now.  | 
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|  12-23-2003, 08:12 PM | #5 (permalink) | 
| Junkie Location: Up yonder | hey flyman....swell is a great word!  I use it all the time - that and "grand".  People think I'm nuts! Present mood.......melancholy, lonely, sad, delighted (thanks springrain), empty.....that doesn't sound good does it?! Oh...and yes, hungry too just like slimshaydee  
				__________________ You've been a naughty boy....go to my room! | 
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|  12-24-2003, 03:07 AM | #9 (permalink) | 
| comfortably numb... Super Moderator Location: upstate | life is good... 
				__________________ "We were wrong, terribly wrong. (We) should not have tried to fight a guerrilla war with conventional military tactics against a foe willing to absorb enormous casualties...in a country lacking the fundamental political stability necessary to conduct effective military and pacification operations. It could not be done and it was not done." - Robert S. McNamara ----------------------------------------- "We will take our napalm and flame throwers out of the land that scarcely knows the use of matches... We will leave you your small joys and smaller troubles." - Eugene McCarthy in "Vietnam Message" ----------------------------------------- never wrestle with a pig. you both get dirty; the pig likes it. | 
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|  12-24-2003, 08:02 AM | #10 (permalink) | 
| Gastrolithuanian Location: low-velocity Earth orbit | I seemed to have set my money on fire. The rate of the conflagration is alarming. Did I mention that all this flaming loot is pouring out my wazoo. I keep pushing it back in but it will not stay and it burns. I am very uncomfortable. | 
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|  12-24-2003, 12:49 PM | #11 (permalink) | 
| Is In Love Location: I'm workin' on it | sad, lonely, a bit depressed, confused, unsure, uneasy. but I'm looking forward to watching my niece open her Christmas presents tomorrow morning. 
				__________________ Absence is to love what wind is to fire. It extinguishes the small, it enkindles the great. | 
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|  12-24-2003, 01:18 PM | #12 (permalink) | 
| comfortably numb... Super Moderator Location: upstate | averett, snap out of it...you've got too much ahead of you to be depressed!  PM me with a song request if you need something special to snap you out of your doldrums... 
				__________________ "We were wrong, terribly wrong. (We) should not have tried to fight a guerrilla war with conventional military tactics against a foe willing to absorb enormous casualties...in a country lacking the fundamental political stability necessary to conduct effective military and pacification operations. It could not be done and it was not done." - Robert S. McNamara ----------------------------------------- "We will take our napalm and flame throwers out of the land that scarcely knows the use of matches... We will leave you your small joys and smaller troubles." - Eugene McCarthy in "Vietnam Message" ----------------------------------------- never wrestle with a pig. you both get dirty; the pig likes it. | 
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|  12-24-2003, 09:17 PM | #13 (permalink) | 
| Deliberately unfocused Location: Amazon.com and CDBaby | Proud to a have an Uncle like Phil looking out for us. Content... done everything I could to make this Christmas a great one. Relaxed... on vacation this after New Years. Concerned... for Averett, Bernadette and Emotion. Holidays can do things to the psyche. Been there. Alarmed for GH. Flame broiled 'Burger's buns! Yikes!! My money usually just burns a hole through my pockets. Ya might want to put some ointment on that (or the condiment of your choice). 
				__________________ "Regret can be a harder pill to swallow than failure .With failure you at least know you gave it a chance..." David Howard | 
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|  12-25-2003, 12:12 AM | #15 (permalink) | 
| Naughty Just Right Location: Euphoria | Tired, worried, feeling a bit blue. Longing for the days when I no longer feel lonely and sad at Christmas. Eyes burn from all the tears I shed after my son told me he was leaving for Afghanistan Jan. 5th Looking forward to seeing my little dude (grandson) tomorrow and watching him open all the stuff I got him. The highlight of my Christmas season will be to see that face light up and those huge green eyes look up at me and him telling me how much he loves me!  
				__________________  In the depth of winter, I finally learned that there was within me an invincible summer. ~Albert Camus | 
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|  12-26-2003, 01:07 AM | #18 (permalink) | 
| Jesus Freak Location: Following the light... | Okay... just okay.  Not good.  Not bad.  Was doing good for most of the day.  Then annoyed.  Then okay.  Then depressed.  Then okay.  Then got a laugh and now am just okay. 
				__________________ "People say I'm strange, does that make me a stranger?" | 
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|  12-26-2003, 01:16 AM | #19 (permalink) | 
| Naughty Just Right Location: Euphoria | Just coming down from a full blown panic attack.....Hey, you asked!   Other than that, just fuckin' peachy. Not very convincing eh? Actually, now that the nerves have settled, I'm doing okay. Got my little guy in there sleeping so peacefully and he is a sheer joy to watch sleep. He's been with me since I took him his Christmas presents. I love how I feel when he is with me. It is like the rest of the world is non existent and it is just us, playing laughing, hugging, chillin' watchin' movies (X-Men tonight) and simply having fun. The good Lord knew what he was doing when he blessed me with him!   And now that I just wrote about him, I feel better than I did when I logged on.  
				__________________  In the depth of winter, I finally learned that there was within me an invincible summer. ~Albert Camus | 
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|  12-26-2003, 01:26 PM | #20 (permalink) | ||
| comfortably numb... Super Moderator Location: upstate | Quote: 
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 Angel, you too... 
				__________________ "We were wrong, terribly wrong. (We) should not have tried to fight a guerrilla war with conventional military tactics against a foe willing to absorb enormous casualties...in a country lacking the fundamental political stability necessary to conduct effective military and pacification operations. It could not be done and it was not done." - Robert S. McNamara ----------------------------------------- "We will take our napalm and flame throwers out of the land that scarcely knows the use of matches... We will leave you your small joys and smaller troubles." - Eugene McCarthy in "Vietnam Message" ----------------------------------------- never wrestle with a pig. you both get dirty; the pig likes it. | ||
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|  12-26-2003, 04:44 PM | #21 (permalink) | 
| :::::::::::::::::::::::::  :. Location: this ain't kansas, toto | <b>relieved & happier</b> now (xmas is taken care of) <b>a bit preoccupied/concerned</b> with worries yet (remodeling the home & need to find & order stuff in a timely way) <b>happy</b> (our new toilet is installed. how pathetic is it to be happy about a toilet?) 
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|  12-26-2003, 05:30 PM | #22 (permalink) | 
| Junkie Location: Louisville, KY | Disappointment (in other peoples' musical taste) Loneliness (parents are in Florida for the weekend, leaving me with an empty apartment) Anticipation (for that moment when my folks come back and I can give them my presents) Pride (for the fact that I've just completed my first week of full-time work.. well, sort of, if not X-Mas) 
				__________________ You do not use a Macintosh, instead you use a Tandy Kompressor break your glowstick, Kompressor eat your candy Kompressor open jaws, Kompressor release ants Kompressor watch you scream, Because Kompressor does not dance | 
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|  12-26-2003, 11:29 PM | #24 (permalink) | 
| Naughty Just Right Location: Euphoria | Doin' the happy dance! I got my new computer today!   Now I can be on line and not have it crashon me! Woo Hoo! Just have to set up my outlook and such and I'm good to go! Yippee! 
				__________________  In the depth of winter, I finally learned that there was within me an invincible summer. ~Albert Camus | 
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|  12-28-2003, 04:09 PM | #29 (permalink) | 
| Tired Location: Florida | Bored: I need to get out of the damn house, in a couple hours I hope.   
				__________________ From a head full of pressure rests the senses that I clutch Made a date with Divinity, but she wouldn't let me fuck I got touched by a hazy shaded, God help me change Caught a rush on the floor from the life in my veins | 
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|  12-28-2003, 06:11 PM | #31 (permalink) | 
| Jesus Freak Location: Following the light... | Pulling away...Retreating behind my bariers... slipping into the treacherous trenches of the mind... slipping down... down... down... further and further... 
				__________________ "People say I'm strange, does that make me a stranger?" | 
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|  12-28-2003, 06:25 PM | #32 (permalink) | 
| Natalie Portman is sexy. Location: The Outer Rim | Fragile. 
				__________________ "While the State exists there can be no freedom. When there is freedom there will be no State." - Vladimir Ilyich Lenin "Reason has always existed, but not always in a reasonable form."- Karl Marx | 
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|  12-29-2003, 07:44 AM | #33 (permalink) | 
| Junkie Location: Near Raleigh, NC | Bored out of my mind and depressed that this may be the best I can do.   Where's the titties? Smartassed too, by the way 
				__________________ bill hicks - "I don't mean to sound bitter, cold, or cruel, but I am, so that's how it comes out." | 
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|  12-29-2003, 10:24 AM | #34 (permalink) | 
| Upright Location: someplace cold and dark | anticipation - real bandwidth awaits in a measure of days! pride - we spend all of our lives, going out of our minds, looking back from our births, and forward to our demise even scientists say, everything is just light, never created nor destroyed, just eternally bright. masters in every time, lord in every place, those who stood up for love, in spite of the hate. | 
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|  01-02-2004, 10:09 AM | #39 (permalink) | 
| Minion of the scaléd ones Location: Northeast Jesusland | Unmotivated, Overwhelmed, but more than a little Bored. (Think I'll go & read for a while.) 
				__________________ Light a man a fire, and he will be warm while it burns. Set a man on fire, and he will be warm for the rest of his life. | 
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|  01-02-2004, 11:52 AM | #40 (permalink) | 
| Natalie Portman is sexy. Location: The Outer Rim | My heart is still beating.....I think. 
				__________________ "While the State exists there can be no freedom. When there is freedom there will be no State." - Vladimir Ilyich Lenin "Reason has always existed, but not always in a reasonable form."- Karl Marx | 
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