So this is how long it takes for my echo to return...
Wow, I was screaming down a long tunnel.
Seriously, I went through the same thing.
Ben's not kidding. He really went through this. Right here on TFP. Click HERE.
I am on my own, happy, with good friends around me and my confidence back. I thought I would die. I really did. We were married 8 1/2 years. Together for 13. She was my one, my only love. I would have died to save her life. I preoccupied myself with how she felt that I started to ignore my own feelings. I would gauge how I was feeling by how SHE was feeling.
Dude, it is tough. I know.
I am keeping a beer in the fridge for you. I won't drink it until you are doing better. (I'll drink the ones around it, though...)