Hey,
I aree with you...I would NEVER cheat....never in a million years.
I know the solution is working on myself, and usually it works...for a certain period of time..then it comes back.
I have spoken to many of my friends...they all agree that the grass is not greener on theother side. No matter who u have sex with, no matter how great it is, most people always want something else...and all who have been there and done that say that finding that special person is better than anything.
So, again, I've made my choice, and now I must try to put my past behind me.
Actaully , images of my past arise when I look at porn alone, and masturbate. I was thinking, only to watch porn with her...when I do that, I rarely think of my past, rather I think of the hot woman next to me...
I find myself looking at escort ads online, and fantasizing..perhaps if I get the willpower to stop that I will ease my problem.
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