Hrmm... could you wanting the things in your past possibly have to do with the fact that you and your gf are getting more serious? Sometimes when we "grow up" or get into a more serious phase in our lives with career, relationships, etc., we tend to want what we had in the past because it's hard for us to let go of that past. Are you at all afraid of commitment?
If I'm totally wrong about that, then I would suggest using role play with the gf. Maybe you can pay her and have her act out what you want.
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