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Dark past...
Hey,
Before I met my girlfriend I did some things I regret. I paid for sex, and I am not happy about that. I did it about 15 times, all with different women. I was safe, so that is not my concern.
The sex with my girlfriend is amazing. It's kinky, we roleplay, and its amazing. But, every so often, all I can think of is calling that mysterious woman, and going over and having sex with this stranger. I have talked to my girlfriend about this, and we do not know what to do. She knows of my past, and it does not bother her.
I, nor she is willing to add someone else into our relationship (3some, etc) So, now from time to time I kind of miss my earlier escapades. Now, I know its a tradeoff, instant gratification from sex, or a lifetime with my soultate, and its a no brainer...love conquers all...but wanting the things I had in my past is mentally killing me.
Any suggestions ?
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