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ngdawg! That letter was a BIG step. I'm glad you have made it a point to not play his games...I don't think I would want to be anywhere near that, if you know what I mean! I would also love to hear the day when you can say "I'm Free" because you deserve it! Your kids have a Mom with a good head on her shoulders, we all just need a little nudge once in a while, nothing wrong with that.
While reading, you had mentioned not being the bad guy, but the plain and simple truth is, he may just want the same thing you do, but doesn't want to be the one to say it out loud either. But from the sounds of it, it's the opposite and he's feeding off your insecurities to make himself feel better about his life-that is a mind game I have dealt with, and hope you get yourself away from ASAP!! Don't let him know for ONE second you might be afraid, nervous or feel unprepared. Even if you are, be strong (as we can all see you are!!) and feed off of your own energy and strength and make all of these wishes come true for you and for your kids, like I said, you deserve it!!
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