A lot of very good suggestions for me and I appreciate it very much. I have my resume out, but have not hit the streets looking for work yet.( I am a workstudy at school and I try to bank that, but it's not much) I have decided to get my ACE in Photoshop so that I have at least something for later.(I'm sure the $100 it costs will be pointed out pointedly).
I also have to visit my doctor-my neck is shot, my stomach and sinuses are very angry with me and I think a lot of this is nerves.
The anniversary is tomorrow and nothing has been said about it at all, but he's been slightly more attentive albeit not talkative. In fact, he had a car club meeting, came home late, didn't come to 'kiss hello' right off and said nothing about the meeting at all-so I am HOPING the single woman there and he are beginning something, hence the late night and silence. (I have been trying to figure out how to get them together)
I am stashing cash, just $5's and $10's for now-even for quick 'gotta-get-outta-here's like I had this past weekend at least would be covered. And my friends were so wonderful, I left with $5 more than i arrived with!!! Just too bad they live 600 miles or so away
I dread tomorrow as I want to be as even-keeled as possible until I figure this all out. I hope, really hope, that by April at the latest, as things go now, I will start a new life. I will have graduated and it's past the kids' birthday.Cross your fingers and keep the ideas coming.