Hi hunny,
I've been married for over a year now. I've been through A LOT in just a year. We almost seperated about a million times. I wanted to leave him SO bad, but I never did. I loved him too much and I didn't want to divorce him.
If you still love your husband, then please get counseling.
I'll pray for you, love.
Marriage is the hardest thing I have ever had to deal with in my life (and I am very young). Good luck, sweetie.